人长大了，变得世故了,却失去了自己的笑容...
看着自己从灿烂的笑容到不再微笑…当中的滋味真是百感交集…
身边除了家人朋友以外，好像没有他人可以信任了。
心好累，好无助…
我好像失去了自我…工作好像只是为了生活，没有了方向的我开始意识到这不是办法…
给一年时间自己吧…熬过去，为了自己的梦想…
Friday, March 20, 2015
缘分，有机会再续吗？
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
Miss you, friend
Hey you...I never forget the first time when we were meet.
Seriously talk, I really don't have good opinion to you when we first meet.
I felt you're proud people, but you are very friendly when you chat with me.
Actually, that time I not sure you can felt it or not? I don't feel like to served you, but no choice, caused I'm a junior at my fair stall and just I can speak frequently in english compared than my another senior, and you are my customer. If I said that I can't felt your good opinion to me, that must be a big lies I ever spoke... since I'm person so sensitive. Before you left, you asked me that my contact number and keep message with me.
Since that after, I more knew about you. Actually you just a people too over confidence to yourself only... I started to change my opinion to you slow by slow. Maybe time can change one people feeling, I started to have good opinion to you too. That year, we still so young. you're 19, and I'm 21. That time, I so confused about my felt...we are different of age, education background and place of stay so, it prevent I step in front to you.
Then, I think that how about if we just be a friend? This is also not a bad things so. I guess time will make you forget me, caused we are still young, you and I still have much of choice. I keep my think likes that until...happened one things make I regret forever. Then, might arranged by god, I left my company and go to another area continued work and you also further study. My phone number change even so.
Stories happened likes a drama, both of us have our own partner, then facebook is a tools to connect each other. But I felt very happy about that,becaused I hope you happy, no matter I will be there or not... I give up, because I hope you not burden.
After 2 year...
I still remember that day is your birthday... Every year likes what I will do, wrote down the birthday greets to you facebook wall. When I scroll down to watch all blessed given by your friends make me found a very sadness news..
Most of your friends hope you rest peace at paradise...I shocked and followed your posted to read about your conditions... I discovered that...you already pass away 2 years already…
but I didn't knew it at all...
Way you choice to left everyone your beloved were break our heart... I listened sound of my heartbreak...and felt sorry....:'(
I never standby there and listened to you when you need a listener... I never caring you... I have no qualified to be your friend even...
I ever chat with your girlfriend...she told me:"maybe I do not enough well..." After listened her words, I ever think if that day...I'm the people who stand besides of you...is this everything will different?
If I can ignore another people different sight...are you still alive? I know I cannot change you...but at least I can give your some advice...to make you believed hope one more time...no matter how, breakdown will coming after darkness...
As a friend...I'm a loser... Do you know? I really very regret...and miss you so much...... Why people started to learned cherish after their lose? :'( No matter how I regret with it, I can't go back to that moment anymore...it's too late...
I...really can't forget you...my "friend"… I felt so satire to myself...I look down effect of you in my heart, memory likes a flood...lost control in every thinking...all about you memory very clearly reflect in my mind...until my tears came out initiative...
After 3 months...
Finally, I tidy my emotions, I know I cannot forget you...I decided to put you at the corner of my heart and I only can do that. Do you know? You never left therefore...:')
In my left sides of position...
Nobody can instead you...
I Love You...
Actually, that time I not sure you can felt it or not? I don't feel like to served you, but no choice, caused I'm a junior at my fair stall and just I can speak frequently in english compared than my another senior, and you are my customer. If I said that I can't felt your good opinion to me, that must be a big lies I ever spoke... since I'm person so sensitive. Before you left, you asked me that my contact number and keep message with me.
Since that after, I more knew about you. Actually you just a people too over confidence to yourself only... I started to change my opinion to you slow by slow. Maybe time can change one people feeling, I started to have good opinion to you too. That year, we still so young. you're 19, and I'm 21. That time, I so confused about my felt...we are different of age, education background and place of stay so, it prevent I step in front to you.
Then, I think that how about if we just be a friend? This is also not a bad things so. I guess time will make you forget me, caused we are still young, you and I still have much of choice. I keep my think likes that until...happened one things make I regret forever. Then, might arranged by god, I left my company and go to another area continued work and you also further study. My phone number change even so.
Stories happened likes a drama, both of us have our own partner, then facebook is a tools to connect each other. But I felt very happy about that,becaused I hope you happy, no matter I will be there or not... I give up, because I hope you not burden.
After 2 year...
I still remember that day is your birthday... Every year likes what I will do, wrote down the birthday greets to you facebook wall. When I scroll down to watch all blessed given by your friends make me found a very sadness news..
Most of your friends hope you rest peace at paradise...I shocked and followed your posted to read about your conditions... I discovered that...you already pass away 2 years already…
but I didn't knew it at all...
Way you choice to left everyone your beloved were break our heart... I listened sound of my heartbreak...and felt sorry....:'(
I never standby there and listened to you when you need a listener... I never caring you... I have no qualified to be your friend even...
I ever chat with your girlfriend...she told me:"maybe I do not enough well..." After listened her words, I ever think if that day...I'm the people who stand besides of you...is this everything will different?
If I can ignore another people different sight...are you still alive? I know I cannot change you...but at least I can give your some advice...to make you believed hope one more time...no matter how, breakdown will coming after darkness...
As a friend...I'm a loser... Do you know? I really very regret...and miss you so much...... Why people started to learned cherish after their lose? :'( No matter how I regret with it, I can't go back to that moment anymore...it's too late...
I...really can't forget you...my "friend"… I felt so satire to myself...I look down effect of you in my heart, memory likes a flood...lost control in every thinking...all about you memory very clearly reflect in my mind...until my tears came out initiative...
After 3 months...
Finally, I tidy my emotions, I know I cannot forget you...I decided to put you at the corner of my heart and I only can do that. Do you know? You never left therefore...:')
In my left sides of position...
Nobody can instead you...
I Love You...
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
花月佳期
初次看这部电影的时候是在我中学时代, 虽然戏名和剧情只是模糊地留在我记忆里, 可是我还是把它给记住了。
直到后来有一天, 我把这部电影下载, 把它重温一遍。
从一开始笑着, 到最后热泪在眼眶中打转, 可以感受到导演在剧情上用心的编排。
同时看过不少网友的影评, 知道有些网友认为这部电影不能与“梁祝”媲美, 甚至鲜少人知。
可能是我个人的喜好吧, 还是觉得这出戏, 无论是剧情还是演艺都来得比较真和令人动容。
在九十年代，能够引用跨越时空却不改变历史, 引人发嗤大笑却不粗俗的笑料中还能让淡淡的悲伤在心底流转，是一件不简单的事。
当中，配角葛民辉的角色是十分亮眼的。他的出现令人莞儿，也让人在心底会心一笑。他的语调、动作和表情及搞笑的对白，足以点亮我们的笑脸。
除了葛民辉，张庭的角色同样让人记忆深刻。
张庭饰演那个外表清纯善良却蛇蝎心肠的女人令人发指，当看着她脸上挂着微笑去杀死一个人却面不改容的那一幕，我的心不禁微微一颤。这不但肯定了她的演技，也带出了社会现实和讽刺的一面，美丽却致命。
从开始到结束，笑着到落泪，故事编排的一点也没有冷场。
一开始时，女主角不懂得什么是真情，因为在台上，她所演艺的，一切皆是虚伪。
我想，有一幕，只要喜爱这出戏的人，都不会忘怀吧。
那一幕，男女主角一起坐在一帘桥底帆布下，昏黄的灯光照耀在俩人的脸上，女主角轻轻地说:"他们常说戏子无情, 是因为他们以为没有了任何一方都可以继续生存， 人生不过是离离合合。但, 却没有想过我, 不能没有了他们任何一个。"
很浅白的一句话，却让人心底苦涩。人，总是忘记了回头看，不懂得珍惜身边的那一位。
后来，在过去和现在穿梭，他们慢慢地从互相讨厌到了解对方，甚至慢慢地开始爱上对方。
故事的最高潮来到当一群人围着已经是鬼魂的男主角，已经是鬼魂的男主角被人群覆没，只能发出无力的呼喊和求饶时，活在现在的男女主角虽然疑惑，他们本打算掉头就离开，从此生命互不交集时那一刻，是他们的善良止住了他们的脚步而改写了结局。
最终他们善良的心和不断的努力，终于成功改变了自己的命运。
毕竟俩人从一开始就是有缘无份的俩人。因为男主角在一开始就去世了，而女主角也只能支影形单的活着。
故事的最后，一对来自未来深爱的俩人始终都必须离去，剩下活着现在的俩人。
唯一令人遗憾的是，导演并在结局的编排上只是轻略结束，让观众留下遐想的空间。
我一直都认为, 一部电影是可以活在观众的心里, 无论过了18年还是80年, 它都不会离开, 就像“花月佳期”; 这部戏深深地扎根在我的脑海里, 从来都不曾离去。
直到后来有一天, 我把这部电影下载, 把它重温一遍。
从一开始笑着, 到最后热泪在眼眶中打转, 可以感受到导演在剧情上用心的编排。
同时看过不少网友的影评, 知道有些网友认为这部电影不能与“梁祝”媲美, 甚至鲜少人知。
可能是我个人的喜好吧, 还是觉得这出戏, 无论是剧情还是演艺都来得比较真和令人动容。
在九十年代，能够引用跨越时空却不改变历史, 引人发嗤大笑却不粗俗的笑料中还能让淡淡的悲伤在心底流转，是一件不简单的事。
当中，配角葛民辉的角色是十分亮眼的。他的出现令人莞儿，也让人在心底会心一笑。他的语调、动作和表情及搞笑的对白，足以点亮我们的笑脸。
除了葛民辉，张庭的角色同样让人记忆深刻。
张庭饰演那个外表清纯善良却蛇蝎心肠的女人令人发指，当看着她脸上挂着微笑去杀死一个人却面不改容的那一幕，我的心不禁微微一颤。这不但肯定了她的演技，也带出了社会现实和讽刺的一面，美丽却致命。
从开始到结束，笑着到落泪，故事编排的一点也没有冷场。
一开始时，女主角不懂得什么是真情，因为在台上，她所演艺的，一切皆是虚伪。
我想，有一幕，只要喜爱这出戏的人，都不会忘怀吧。
那一幕，男女主角一起坐在一帘桥底帆布下，昏黄的灯光照耀在俩人的脸上，女主角轻轻地说:"他们常说戏子无情, 是因为他们以为没有了任何一方都可以继续生存， 人生不过是离离合合。但, 却没有想过我, 不能没有了他们任何一个。"
很浅白的一句话，却让人心底苦涩。人，总是忘记了回头看，不懂得珍惜身边的那一位。
后来，在过去和现在穿梭，他们慢慢地从互相讨厌到了解对方，甚至慢慢地开始爱上对方。
故事的最高潮来到当一群人围着已经是鬼魂的男主角，已经是鬼魂的男主角被人群覆没，只能发出无力的呼喊和求饶时，活在现在的男女主角虽然疑惑，他们本打算掉头就离开，从此生命互不交集时那一刻，是他们的善良止住了他们的脚步而改写了结局。
最终他们善良的心和不断的努力，终于成功改变了自己的命运。
毕竟俩人从一开始就是有缘无份的俩人。因为男主角在一开始就去世了，而女主角也只能支影形单的活着。
故事的最后，一对来自未来深爱的俩人始终都必须离去，剩下活着现在的俩人。
唯一令人遗憾的是，导演并在结局的编排上只是轻略结束，让观众留下遐想的空间。
我一直都认为, 一部电影是可以活在观众的心里, 无论过了18年还是80年, 它都不会离开, 就像“花月佳期”; 这部戏深深地扎根在我的脑海里, 从来都不曾离去。
Wednesday, October 2, 2013
Memory_About Somebody
Life, is really very hard. I need to endure boss personality, that is okay.
Sometimes feel life is not easier. Even work very hard, life is still going on...
After from single life back to normal, that is very not easy. Suddenly someone you used to be leave from your life,
you can't see him anymore, that felt was bad. I miss you, from begin until I don't want to see you anymore. What I last wish to you
were, please be happiness for you and hers. That is what I can give you.
So many things happened, I start to make myself become more calm, to forget everything about you. Who know if we have
chance to meet that time, I stil remember you or not? You teach me what is Love, but you also let me know this world don't have
lasting. Hurt I even suffered make me didn't trust love anymore.
I not blame you, is I should pay about my self-willed. This sacrifice was too big....but I never feel regret with any
action I ever did. If given me choice one more time, I still will do same action so.
This memory will always put in my heart. 
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